Wednesday, April 28, 2010

A Clown's Diary

yesterday . 

yes, I'm sure the day was yesterday . 
when a lot of things happened . 
not to mention that those weren't pleasing ones 

I am The 
Lonely...!! 
Wolf...!! 

and when we talk about unpleasing things 
we'll end up talking about cemeteries . 

yes, in one of those tombstones buried firmly, calmly, my hopes and dreams . 
yes, I had one of those kind of trashes . . 
I just don't know what to do with it . 
Let me recall..... 
was it dried in the sun? 
was it smelled like rotten meat? 
was it...?? 
was it explode?? 

cemeteries aren't that bad . 
not as bad as less than 24 hours before I write this down.. 

I seek for changes . 
what did I get? 
rewards? 
NO!! 
good appreciations?? 
NO!! 
Marks? 
YES!! 
what mark? 
A/B/C/D/E????? 

I'm dropping out . 

it's not that I like to badmouth someone or several ones . (not my type) 
what for?? 
they're already bad . I don't have to pull the curtain for their show... 

I always tried my best to smile . to be a little nicer to 'em... 
but not at that time!!!! 

I know that trouble is everybody's friend . my friend too . .. . . . 
but what kind of friend you guys know well?? 

my best friend governs life and death . . 

like I said before : I'm sick!!! Literally!! 
but I give up on medicine . I prefer drugs . or..... Cemetery . . 
HAHAHAHAHA 

you guys always thought that I'm a clown . always there to laugh . or to be laughed . 
because I wanted you to think that way!!!!! 
and remember!! 
a smiling face of a clown is just a 'make up' . cosmetics . . . . .. 

you guys won't know the true feeling of a clown... 

you want me to smile? I smile 
you want me to laugh? I laugh 
you even want me to disgrace myself just to entertain you?? I'll do!! 
but swallow this!! : 

I WILL GLADLY KILL ALL OF YOU FOR FREE!!! 

how's that sound? 
funny? 
entertaining? 
HAHAHAHAHAHA 

that's the taste of a clown's joke . because a clown is also have a desire to clown around... 
but in his own way...... 
HAHAHAHAHAHA...... 
relax . . 
It's just a clown . . 

you will regret of how you've been treating this clown... 

oh, the true feeling of a clown... 
-make all of you suffer 
-laughing at your half-dead body 
-piercing your chest 
-opening your stomach with knives.. 

HAHAHAHAHAHA 

all I want is just a little ice cream... 

but don't think too much about it . 
after all it's just a clown's wish.... 

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.........!!!!!!!!!!!

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